Still Letting Go

Learning to let go,
You'll never know
What it feels like to show
All you really hide
Fuck it hurts inside
Never could have known
'til I was fully grown
And I'm not even there yet
Though I swear: I just forget
I'm living and breathing
My days, my seconds have meaning
Music always sets a mood- it's a flow
Shrinking these doubts 'til there's nowhere for them to go
Release as I breathe,
I'm still full of steam
I'll reach into the other side
But I must meet my spirit guide.
PLEASE, GOD, PLEASE

5-25-2008