Now I get
What I want.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I can do it, fuck yeah!!!
Oh jeez. Life is so ironic and it makes me happy.
Things always get better than they ever were before!!
I know I am being protected, but that doesn't mean I won't be in challenging situations.
I can be strong and humble...
I can be myself and be happy
I know it's true for sure.
Things always get better than they ever were before!!
I know I am being protected, but that doesn't mean I won't be in challenging situations.
I can be strong and humble...
I can be myself and be happy
I know it's true for sure.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Challenge
Nothing even seems to matter anymore...
No point in having a personality
No point in having something interesting to say
No point in sharing your feelings
My feelings, and yours too...
Could I be perfectly honest?
You don't gaze like you once did-
So intently,
Like the first time you fell for me...
I don't understand why I feel this way if I am so wrong
And what if he says really isn't true?
How am I to really know?
I truly worry that you deceive me
Am I pushing myself away?
When will you become a man?
When will you make me happy again?
It feels so fake
I feel like I'm being pushed in every direction
So how the hell can I move forward?
I don't want to be in these relationships anymore
Joshua, you hurt me
Emily, you hurt me
IT'S THE TRUTH
And however the fuck you guys really feel about me,
I must leave for me
But when can I decide?
How will I ever know when to let something go, and when not to?
When will I know for sure?
I don't know what to do.
No point in having a personality
No point in having something interesting to say
No point in sharing your feelings
My feelings, and yours too...
Could I be perfectly honest?
You don't gaze like you once did-
So intently,
Like the first time you fell for me...
I don't understand why I feel this way if I am so wrong
And what if he says really isn't true?
How am I to really know?
I truly worry that you deceive me
Am I pushing myself away?
When will you become a man?
When will you make me happy again?
It feels so fake
I feel like I'm being pushed in every direction
So how the hell can I move forward?
I don't want to be in these relationships anymore
Joshua, you hurt me
Emily, you hurt me
IT'S THE TRUTH
And however the fuck you guys really feel about me,
I must leave for me
But when can I decide?
How will I ever know when to let something go, and when not to?
When will I know for sure?
I don't know what to do.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Describing Our Times
The problem with every person alive was that although one could greatly satisfy its' ego, one could not satisfy its' Self.
5-26-2008
5-26-2008
Monday, June 9, 2008
Still Letting Go
Learning to let go,
You'll never know
What it feels like to show
All you really hide
Fuck it hurts inside
Never could have known
'til I was fully grown
And I'm not even there yet
Though I swear: I just forget
I'm living and breathing
My days, my seconds have meaning
Music always sets a mood- it's a flow
Shrinking these doubts 'til there's nowhere for them to go
Release as I breathe,
I'm still full of steam
I'll reach into the other side
But I must meet my spirit guide.
PLEASE, GOD, PLEASE
5-25-2008
You'll never know
What it feels like to show
All you really hide
Fuck it hurts inside
Never could have known
'til I was fully grown
And I'm not even there yet
Though I swear: I just forget
I'm living and breathing
My days, my seconds have meaning
Music always sets a mood- it's a flow
Shrinking these doubts 'til there's nowhere for them to go
Release as I breathe,
I'm still full of steam
I'll reach into the other side
But I must meet my spirit guide.
PLEASE, GOD, PLEASE
5-25-2008
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